Written by Kass Ferm
I recently stumbled upon a really thought-provoking article by Vivian Bricker on Colossians 1, and it got me thinking—really thinking—about my own journey with faith. Bricker delves into how Paul emphasizes that everything was created by Jesus and for him and that he is our Lord and Savior. She challenges us to strive for the vibrant faith the Colossians held, a faith that spread the good news far and wide. It struck a chord with me. How do we cultivate that kind of living faith in our own lives, here and now?
I felt compelled to dive deeper, use Bricker's questions as a framework for my reflections, and share those reflections with you. I hope that, by honestly wrestling with these questions, we find new ways to express our gratitude for Jesus' sacrifice and deepen our connection with the Father.
Here are the questions Bricker posed and the answers that have been stirring within me:
1. Do you believe you have “enough” faith? Why do you think this is a struggle for so many of us?
That's a profound question, isn't it? For me, as someone who was saved just over a year ago, the answer is a complex one. I do have faith. I genuinely believe in Jesus. I think he came to earth, fully God and fully human, lived a sinless life, performed miracles, died on the cross to bear our sins, and rose again to offer us salvation. I believe he is my provider, my protector, the very reason I breathe, sing, dance, and experience the world. He is why I can sip my morning coffee and explore new places. Without his grace, I wouldn’t be here. I have faith that he chooses who is saved and that I, like all who believe, have been brought to him by the Father's grace.
But this is just the beginning. I’m still relatively new to this walk; there's so much more to learn, experience, and do to walk closely with him. I am keenly aware that I must remember his presence in the good times, not just when I struggle. John 6 describes Jesus as the bread of life, promising that those who seek him will never hunger or thirst. It's a powerful reminder.
I need to actively remember that he is the living bread and that as long as I walk with him, as long as I maintain unconditional faith, and as long as I remember his grace, mercy, and love with every breath, my faith can continue to grow. It’s not enough to rely on him only when I need something. That's a very selfish way to approach our relationship with Christ. Jesus sacrificed everything for us so that we could have a life, and for me to show my gratitude, I must continue to show my unwavering thankfulness to him in every moment of every day. I need to keep my eyes fixed on him, remain faithful, and live a life that reflects the abundant fruit of that devotion and gratitude. When I do this, I find myself less likely to give in to sin and earthly desires that distract me from his grace and love, and I know others can see that I'm walking with Christ.
I think so many of us struggle with faith or the feeling that we don’t have "enough" because we are often so easily distracted by the world. We're constantly bombarded with messages that tell us we don't need God, especially when life seems smooth sailing. The enemy always distracts us from the Kingdom and Jesus's love. He offers us fleeting pleasures – alcohol, drugs, pornography, fleeting relationships – things that go against the very nature of Christ. People become consumed by violence, politics, greed, and worldly desires in a desperate attempt to fill a void in their souls, a void that only Jesus can fill because He is the truth and the only thing that truly satisfies.
I've seen this in my own life. Having more faith in Jesus means that I can experience freedom from old patterns and instead choose to seek his will. I no longer need to indulge in things that took me away from him. He has saved me from those desires. I am thankful for how he has worked to steer me towards a better path. And now, I realize that what I truly need, and what Jesus calls me to do, is to be patient, to continue to seek His will, and to wait for the path He has planned for me. I know He will bring a Christian man into my life at the perfect time, a man who loves Jesus and also loves me, and with whom I can serve Him and contribute to this world in beautiful ways – by caring for the poor, supporting our loved ones, and working for positive change.
Perhaps I will never marry, but that is up to God's plan for my life and His timing. If He never wants me to marry and establish a family, I will trust in Him and dedicate my waking hours to the Lord. I may find myself in a life of monasticism! The thought is peaceful.








